Thursday, May 23, 2013

May 23, 2013

Well I went down to Crow country for a weekend. I must say I really enjoyed my visit down there. I met some old friends and we just picked up where we left off. It was a nice little vacation. My ex-in-laws invited me to a graduation dinner.  They are trying to make up and be nice to me.  I am happy with my life now so it was good to visit with them.   I did get invited back down for the the annual celebration, Crow Fair.  It should be a awesome visit in August.

I did a little bit of shopping, mostly I purchased supplies to make more crafts. I have been working on a medicine pipe bag, and I still have not finished the bead work on it. I need to get it done soon because I have some shows coming up and hardly any bead work to sell.

Thesis Update:  Well I am in the office today and hopefully I can get some writing done. I need to finish my second chapter as soon as possible because it is due tomorrow. According to my own writing schedule I need to hand in a revised copy. I keep reading my dream board every morning so that I can stay inspired to finish my thesis. 

Universe/Flux:  Nothing to report, but still a work in progress.  I do miss my far-away boyfriend. He just quit talking to me so it is time to let him go and see what other fish are out there.  I did finally answer a few mini-messages on my other profile. Last weekend I had some very interesting dreams.  I dreamed about my mother and a grandmother, we were smoking an antler pipe. The pipe fell apart when it was passed to my mother. I don't know the significance of what that means.  My second dream was about a man telling me I had to get a bundle transferred to me.  I do know the significance of this dream, but I'm not going to share it. Until next time, kiitaamaatsin! (see you later in Blackfoot)

Wednesday, May 15, 2013

May 15, 2013

Thesis Update: Well I have attended a few thesis writing boot camp classes so far. It has been helpful. I did get some work done on my first chapter. I wrote some revision, added some new parts and sent it off to my committee. I am attempting to work on my second chapter. I am just having a bit diffculty concentrating on this chapter. I purchased a book for my thesis. I thought if I'm going to refer to this book, that I should own a copy, "Montana 1911: A Professor and His Wife Among The Blackfeet" edited by Mary Eggermont-Molenaar. Universe/Flux Update: Nothing to report. Honestly, I am getting lazy about it all. Sort of how I keep my blog up to date: Sporadically!! I have received some mini-messages. I tend to let them build up then I respond to them all in one social networking session. I get lazy to update my other social networks as well. Also, I have to share my computer with others. I did join back up with my creative writing group for the summer. So I hope to have new stories up soon. I did a "Twin Peaks" marathon over the weekend, I watched almost all the episodes with my family. The program still gives me the creeps. I almost had to sleep with the light on last night. Until next time, A-ho!

Friday, April 26, 2013

April 27, 2013

Thesis update: I worked on a writing schedule and sent it off. I did not think it was to ambitious, but now I am having doubts. I will try to keep to my schedule. I think I can do it, I just need to quit being a total slacker and acting like a woman of leisure. Universe/Flux: I checked my online dating site and found some mini-messages sent to me. One said "Hi", One "smiled" at me and One invited me to coffee. Honestly, I knew about these mini-messages for a few days, I just did not know how to respond or even if I wanted to respond. After my visit to Big Sky country, I do not know what I want. I thought I knew but now I am not so sure. I will have to sleep on it. Universe/Flux update: I dipped my toe in the water, now I will just sit back again and observe.

Thursday, April 25, 2013

April 25, 2013

Spring fever is here and I am embracing the energy. I'm feeling up to writing (for today, anyways). The universe/flux has dumped creative energy on me. Now I want to dance, write, bead and I don't know where to start first. Thesis business: I need to finish my writing schedule and send it off. Universe/Flux: I updated my social networks. Returned emails. I went to visit Big Sky country and I went bonkers. I realize I have issues that I have deal with when I go down to Montana. I wanted to break a pattern, and I caved. In a moment of insanity I tried to contact someone. Now, I'm back home and I'm centered and not obsessing. This is all I am going to say on the matter, because once I get started, I will get fixated on it and go crazy analyzing every tiny detail. My update for this section: "It's a work in progress..."

Friday, April 5, 2013

April 5, 2013

Thesis Update: I did nothing, but think about how I should do something. Universe/Flux Update: I made the most popular list today. I guess they liked the picture with me smiling.

Wednesday, April 3, 2013

April 3 2013

I am attempting to complete my masters thesis. I have had major writer's block for awhile now. Someone suggested I write a blog to track my writing process, so here I am starting up my blog again. I cleared off my blog page and will begin writing new again. I will keep my universe/flux updates, because I am still single (which is sort of news) and it makes me laugh when I go back reading past posts. I did open a online dating account to check it out. So far I have not met anyone. First Thesis update: Today I went to my office and picked up a couple of books to read through. I dropped of some articles for my supervisor. Did not do any writing. Lately, I get a knot in my stomach when I think of my thesis and even when I go to the university. I have been hiding in the library, in hopes that I will absorb some of the scholarly energy into my system. Universe/flux update: Nothing to report.